Microverse of insanity

Falling like a stone

2010-08-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

Falling like a Stone
You need to go, you need to be free
This place brings you down, kills your spirit
I get it sometimes I wish I weren´t here
There you go then, setting off trying to find yourself

We had our times, blue, white and black
I was never yours, and never will be
We were just a sketch, a house made of sand
Was it because I was part of this place?

Out of the blue you told me that you loved me
Was it your need to be conflicted ?
You confuse love with neediness
Pack your love and be gone

You always came and went
In and out of my bed
Never should have let you in
Go and fall like a stone

Claudia´s song

2010-08-04T10:11:00.001-07:00

¿Como te conocí?
Fue el destino que nos puso juntos
Siempre es inesperado
Nadie te prepara, nadie te lo dice

Conocerte cada vez más es quererte
Somos dos almas compatibles y complementarias
Tu tranquila y firme
Yo atrabancado y cambiante

¿Siempre has tratado de descifrarme?
Me encanta tu seriedad tan feliz
Eres la roca firme de todos
Como no adorarte, como no apoyarme en ti

Tienes un espíritu aventurero
Eres inquieta por dentro
Quisieras que el viento te llevara
Sin embargo tus raíces te amarran

¿Qué puedo más puedo decirte?
Admiro tu presencia en mi vida, la de todos
Quiero verte flotar con el viento
Eres de todos, de ti misma, de él.

Return the call

2009-08-02T19:13:00.001-07:00

Me levante temprano, no tenia nada que hacer

Mi mente no dejaba de dar vueltas

La soledad te rodea esta donde pongas tus ojos

Afuera hay golondrinas, si que se levantan temprano

No tengo cerca a mis amigos, no necesitan algo de mi

Mis enemigos siempre han estado ahi, desde el inicio

Tu imagen quedo impresa en mi corazon

En mi cuarto, mi cama, las cuatro paredes

Solo me hablan de ti de lo grandiosa que eres

No tengo mas que hermosos recuerdos de ti

Nunca pense que alguien asi pondria sus ojos en mi

Esos hermosos ojos cafe claro, ambar?

Nadie es dueño del futuro, nunca ha sido nuestro

El dia en que nos dejamos llegó muy rapido

Debi de haber insistido? Hice bien en poner distancia?

No puedo ver tus fotos, duelen, pero las amo

Mis esperanzas no han muerto, solo las he escondido de ti

Sin ti? El espacio deja de existir

No puedo sacarte de mi vida, no puedo darte la espalda

No se tu respuesta, no se lo que hay en tu corazon

Pase lo que pase, ahi estare por ti

Te quize, despues te ame y ahora?

Ahora te espero, te sueño y te extraño...

Esta noche...

2009-07-15T19:49:00.000-07:00

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.

Escribir, por ejemplo: "La noche está estrellada,
y tiritan, azules, los astros, a lo lejos."

El viento de la noche gira en el cielo y canta.

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Yo la quise, y a veces ella también me quiso.

En las noches como esta la tuve entre mis brazos.
La besé tantas veces bajo el cielo infinito.

Ella me quiso, a veces yo también la quería.
Cómo no haber amado sus grandes ojos fijos.

Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
Pensar que no la tengo. Sentir que la he perdido.

Oir la noche inmensa, más inmensa sin ella.
Y el verso cae al alma como al pasto el rocío.

Qué importa que mi amor no pudiera guardarla.
La noche esta estrellada y ella no está conmigo.

Eso es todo. A lo lejos alguien canta. A lo lejos.
Mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.

Como para acercarla mi mirada la busca.
Mi corazón la busca, y ella no está conmigo.

La misma noche que hace blanquear los mismos árboles.
Nosotros, los de entonces, ya no somos los mismos.

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero cuánto la quise.
Mi voz buscaba el viento para tocar su oído.

De otro. Será de otro. Como antes de mis besos.
Su voz, su cuerpo claro. Sus ojos infinitos.

Ya no la quiero, es cierto, pero tal vez la quiero.
Es tan corto el amor, y es tan largo el olvido.

Porque en noches como esta la tuve entre mis brazos,
mi alma no se contenta con haberla perdido.

Aunque este sea el ultimo dolor que ella me causa,
y estos sean los ultimos versos que yo le escribo.

Use somebody

2009-07-13T09:37:00.000-07:00

What happens after you leave? Nothing really makes much sense, four walls inside, a big space outside, people don't make much sense to me. I just breathe because I know the next day will bring you back to me. Don't care much about the future even if time passes quickly in your arms. When you're gone, when you're gone all I know is I could use somebody, someone like you...

I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me
Somebody
(Go and let it out)
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
Someone like you
Somebody
I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see

La recomendacion de la semana

2009-07-12T20:27:00.000-07:00

Hace mucho tiempo que no publicaba ninguna recomendacion...sera porque nadie me pela? ja ja. No importa yo seguire recomendando. Esta semana para todos aquellos que tengan tiempo les recomiendo una pelicula de ya hace algun tiempo. Se llama Levity, es sobre le historia de un ex-convicto que despues de 23 años le dan su libertad por buena conducta y trata de rehacer el error que cometio. Como rehacer la vida despues de esto? Es posible perdonar? Creo que esta pelicula aborda muy bien estas preguntas y te deja con un buen sabor de boca. Excelentes actuaciones y direccion. Disculpen por el trailer doblado al español ostiaa y jiripollasss tios !! Espero puedan verla y dejar su karma !! Nos vemos !

In your eyes

2009-07-03T20:30:00.000-07:00

Talking to a friend not so long ago, she asked me what was the thing that I saw in a girl that attracted me. This made me think, and after some minutes of pondering the answer I said "the eyes" it is not a very common answer, she said, especially since we men focus on other things ja ja. If those eyes speak to me, if I can get lost in them I´ll fall in love helpelssly. So this song explanins pretty much why the eyes are so important to me. This song is dedicated to the eyes of the ones we love, and I think you know who I´m talking about.. In your eyes by Peter Gabriel

something about you

2009-06-29T20:12:00.000-07:00

I think I'm boring you with all of this, am I not? It's just I don't have any other way of letting my voice be heard or in this case, read. What will happen in less than 30 days? I don't know my head's been revolving around this, I just know that things will change, it is a turning point in my life...The only thing that I'm sure of is that there is something about you...

Mad world

2009-06-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

It's a mad world...Excellent video directed by Michel Gondry (director of "el eterno resplandor de una mente sin recuerdos") check the lyrics I like the song and video a lot. Those school boys sure know how to move je je. See you ! So without further intro I give you Mad World by Gary Jules...

Host of a ghost

2009-06-22T20:40:00.000-07:00

What am I? What have I been doing? I see myself through her eyes, I think I see love I think I see my reflection. But then again I look behind her and I see someone else, suddenly she turns her back on me. I thought she loved me, I thought I meant something. I'm nothing in her world, she said things to me but in the end nothing stood. I look and there's someone else there, it's like I've never existed. I was just a ghost, no, not even that. I was the host of a ghost...

A te

2009-06-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

A te io canto una canzone perche non ho altro...Ti voglio bene e non so che poi dire di piu....Spero che ti piaccia...(Ma tutti i miei lettori la possono ascoltare ehhh !!) jeje. Ci vediamo !!

Won't be the last time

2009-06-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

As I typed the last words for my last essay, it hit me. This is your last essay !! I uttered this to my classmates. "Yes, it is, isn't it?", they answered. A cool chill came down our spines, we all saw each other surprised, as we never saw each other.

A vague feeling of nostalgia invaded us. Then...a voice was heard.. "This won't be the last time", said the voice. We were frozen, we did not know what to say or do. With the few air I had in my lungs I asked "what do you mean?". No answer was heard, we all looked at each other to ask if it was a dream or we were just too tired from all the work we were doing.

We finished our homework and left. "We'll see each other on Monday" said I. As I drove home I felt strange, those words still haunted me "This won't be the last time", as I entered my room and got ready for bed, it was all clear to me...

It won't be the last time I see your faces...for I have millions of memories embedded in my heart of all of you

It won't be the last time I talk to you...for you are always there reachable.

It won't be the last time I hug you...for there are thousands of moments I shared with you that I constantly embrace.

It won't be the last time I laugh with you...for there are millions of jokes and fun moments I lived with you

It won't be the last time I fight with you...for we will always think different and be different

It won't be the last time I cry with you...for every time you shed a tear my heart we'll be there crying with you and lifting you always up.

It won't be the last time I see you...for I know that the fork of life will cross my path with you...

Everything was so clear for me now, there was no feeling of sadness or abandonment, only a smile for my heart is full of joy, joy of having met you, having shared with you, having learned from you.

Will I know what becomes of us? Perhaps never but trust me on this: You'll always be on my prayers, my thoughts and on my heart for friends are kept in our memories, but friends like you are treasured in my heart

Regresar a todo eso

2009-06-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

Nunca pense que lo haria, la vida da muchisimas vueltas. Este cuento lo escribi en 3er semestre para la clase de literatura, lo comparto con ustedes corazones santos. Enjoy my 4 readers (ya te inclui sus !!). Recuerden dejar su karma (comments)..

TÉ PARA TRES

Las tazas sobre el mantel, la lluvia derramada, ella lloraba cual fuente de mármol, con la misma frialdad e inmovilidad. Un día negro enlutado con un feeling de obertura dramática. La infidelidad fue confesada, expuesta para todo el mundo, mas a nadie le importo solo a él.

Las gotas se divertían jugando con el rostro de aquel hombre triste, shockeado. Madre Naturaleza me lo contó todo, ella fue la primera en enterarse de lo que esa mujer iba a confesar a través de los ojos de los robles y los oídos de los claveles. Estando sentado en las abundantes piernas de Madre Naturaleza contemplo las miradas vacías incoloras e insaboras de aquellos amantes en conflicto. Saboreé el momento, mis labios espigados probaron la hiel proveniente de esa charada.

Ella se levanta, se seca las lagrimas, le dice que hace mucho tiempo conoció a alguien pero ahora ya lo olvidó y nunca más lo extrañará. Madre Naturaleza y yo levantamos el vuelo, no me acabé el té pero sé en el corazón de mis corazones que regresaré a ese lugar.

Only love...

2009-06-03T10:52:00.000-07:00

The greatest force on earth, the energy that keeps you going even if you know there are no chances of surviving, the greatest feeling of all, sacrifice. All of these definitions apply to love (according to moi). I dedicate this song to YOU hope you like it. It is called Magnificent and sung by U2 the greatest rock band after the Beatles. The video was shot in Maroque, beautiful city. Love ya !!

Magnificent
Magnificent

I was born
I was born to be with you
In this space and time
After that and ever after I haven't had a clue
Only to break rhyme
This foolishness can leave a heart black and blue

Only love, only love can leave such a mark
But only love, only love can heal such a scar

I was born
I was born to sing for you
I didn’t have a choice but to lift you up
And sing whatever song you wanted me to
I give you back my voice
From the womb my first cry, it was a joyful noise…

Only love, only love can leave such a mark
But only love, only love can heal such a scar

Justified till we die, you and I will magnify
The Magnificent
Magnificent

Only love, only love can leave such a mark
But only love, only love unites our hearts

Justified till we die, you and I will magnify
The Magnificent
Magnificent
Magnificent

Just listen

2009-05-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

I know I should not do these things but I just can't. Please listen you don't have to do anything more...

Only a life lived for others is worth living

2009-05-23T18:49:00.000-07:00

What does it mean to live for others? And is it really worth it? It's difficult to answer these questions with certainty, we all talk from experience and some people say that we should only live for ourselves regardless of others since people will always try to get something out of us or other people might just say "L'infer ce sont les autes".

Living a life for others implies both suffering and enjoyment. It involves loving others knowing that some of them will not love you back or they just won't love you in the same level. But I have always thought that we should put our hearts out there, it is far better than living a life full of regrets.

Nowadays we do not live for others, we seek for instant gratification, we give a little in order to receive a lot. That is perhaps why individualism has surfaced, no one has the time to reach out and help. What a waste of life...

I've always tried to be there for everyone, though this got me into so much trouble in the past since I was often told that people just used me and that I never had any real friends, for a moment I believed this, but it was when I didn't have any friends that I learned how to be a friend...how ironic.

My final recommendation. Live for others there is so much pleasure when you help and love someone that when you force people to help and love you. You might not get any recognition, reward or love. But I have always thought that with just one word of gratitude from one person, any person, your mission has been accomplished on this earth...

Goodbye Mr. A

2009-05-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

Tambien hay recomendacion musical queridos 3 lectores ! Esta rola es de una banda de rock britanica. Quiero esta cancion en mi funeral !! Me encanta porque me identifico con ella, je suis Mr. A !! Espero la disfruten el grupo se llama The Hoosiers. Escuchenla, chequen los lyrics y dejen sus amables comentarios

Hoy hace 9 años

2009-05-15T21:25:00.000-07:00

Que mejor dia para comenzar tu carrera como maestro que el mismo dia del maestro? Que sucedio hace 9 años? Basicamente me dedicaba a no hacer nada, hacia mas de un año que me habian corrido de la prepa por exceso de materias pasadas ja ja, dedicaba mis mañanas y tardes a hacer enojar a mi padre por no hacer nada todo el dia.

El enojo llegó hasta el punto que mi papá me advirtió "o estudias o trabajas" la prepa abierta era un desmadre, iba solo una hora y las demas me la pachangueaba asi que lo del estudio no era muy viable. Curiosamente mi hermano Paco ya tanía un rato trabajando en una escuela de ingles Quick Learning, constantemente me decía que podría entrar ahi en cuanto cumpliera los 18 años y empezar a ganar mas dinero que los jovenes de mi eda´ je je.

Cumplidos los 18 hice 2 meses y medio de curso TOEFL, bastante chido por cierto ya que hice varios amigos que hasta la fecha frecuento. Acabado el curso me entreviste con el director de Quick Learning el cual dudaba de mi capacidad ya que nunca antes habían mandado a un maestro tan joven a entrenamiento, la verdad estaba acostumbrado a ser el más joven en todo, mi casa, la escuela, los cuates asi que el comentario no me asustaba.

Gracias a Dios fui aceptado y me embarque a la aventura del entrenamiento de profesores en el Defectuoso. Compartia el departamento con 2 profugos de la justicia de estados unidos, llenos de tatuajes, barba de candado, you know eeseee, dormia con una mano por delante y una por detras je je. Finalmente fuimos buenos amigos y aprendi mucho de ellos (como robar un banco, que es una "dear john letter" etc).

El entrenamiento no fue tan duro como lo esperaba, ya que en ese tiempo mi mamá vivía en el DF asi que todos los fines me iba con ella de tour. Acabadas las dos semanas de training, regrese a León a empezar a chambiarrr. El domingo antes de entrar no podía dormir de la emocion y los nervios ¿sere un buen maestro? ¿y si no se nada?. Mis miedos se disiparon el primer dia, me di cuenta de que podía combinar mis dos grandes misiones en la vida: hacer reir y ayudar a la gente.

No puedo decir que fue miel sobre hojuelas mi primer mes, muchos adultos que me veían como su profesor pedían otro maestro, sin embargo como fue el tiempo pasando pude demostrar que la edad no importaba de nada siempre y cuando tuvieras el conocimiento, la paciencia y la disposicion de un buen maestro.

Ser un maestro conlleva el darlo todo sin recibir nada a cambio, ni recompensa, ni reconocimiento ni agradecimiento de los demás; levantarte todos los dias a las 5:20 de la mañana y regresar a las 10 de la noche con la misma sonrisa con la que comenzaste el día. No hay trabajo que más disfrute que este, tal vez Dios tenga algo más para mi, no se, pero mientras lo disfrute como dar clase todo estara bien...

Head over heels

2009-05-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

Ritorniamo agli anni 80 !!! je je pss esta rola esta igual de ruca que yo y que y que !! Pero Tears for Fears fue una banda que ha dejado huella y sus rolas siguen sonando hasta estos dias. El video esta medio fumado pero pss saquen sus 5mg de mois y lo entenderan je je. La verdad es que la rola tiene mucho sentido para mi en especial en estos momentos of my life. Se la dedico a mis 3 lectores con mucho cariño. Pregunta de quiz: Quien seria la bibliotecaria o el morro con el monton de libros en su vida ahorita? chan chan chan chan chaaan. Dejen sus respuestas y opiniones del video y las consideraremos. See ya

Recomendacion de la semana: Defiance

2009-05-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

Que tal mis valedores de Iztacalco, empezamos la semana con la acostumbrada hueva del lunes, pero pss pa que sea mas llevadera la semanuka les dejo la recomendacion. Defiance es un film dirigido por Edward Zwick (el ultimo samurai, diamante de sangre), el cual esta basado en una historia real sobre tres hermanos judios de Bielorusia los cuales forman una pequeña aldea y resistencia en contra de los alemanes. La verdad es interesante ver que por primera vez en una pelicula los judios les parten su madarina en gajos a los inches nazis. Muy recomendable la peli, si tienen el corazon suavecito les recomiendo tengan a su peluche favorito pa que lo pellizquen ya que tiene un buen de drama pero un final muuuuy chido. Ya esta a la renta en Blockbuster o con su pirata favorito je je. See ya

Recomendacion de la semana: In Bruges

2009-05-02T16:40:00.000-07:00

Es posible rehacer tu vida? Que haces en el lugar mas aburrido del mundo? In Bruges es la recomendacion de esta semana, una pelicula al estilo de Tarantino, mucho humor negro y sangrita. Ahorita que estamos en la fiaca pss corran con su pirata mas cercano y diviertanse un rato con esta movie que les dejara un excelente sabor de boca. La mejor actuacion de Collin Farrel en muucho tiempo. Salu2 !

Set free

2009-04-30T10:39:00.000-07:00

La mas grande carga, el miedo mas grande ha sido liberado de mi. Nunca pude ponerlo en ti Dios mio, fue parte de mi egoismo, yo podia con todo, no? Gran error, nunca pude y tuve que explotar sacar todo, deshacerme de la carga que estaba encorvando mi ser. Años de mi vida tratando de componer las cosas, remiendos temporales que hicieran las cosas llevaderas. La verdad es que el corazon no puede ser remendado, la verdad duele pero las mentiras mas. Lo mejor es dejar las cosas que nos duelen, no esperar, hay un limite para el corazon. Todo acabo, ahora comenzar juntar las piezas que quedan de mi. Es una desintoxicacion, quieres regresar a esa droga, la vida no sabe igual, todos te han dejado, nadie querra estar a tu lado, no podras amar nunca. Las paredes se hacen mas pequeñas, el aire falta. ¿Que hacer? Nada, nada en lo absoluto, ser fuerte, tomar la mano de tus amigos, levantarse. ¿Que depara el futuro? No lo se, siempre llega muy rapido. Habia algo, pero desaparecio, asi sera en estos dias y meses. Habran muchos oasis en medio de este desierto, pero recuerda, eres libre, haz lo que quieras y sea mejor....

Musica para el corazon...

Weekly recommendation: Revolutionary Road

2009-04-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

Ok, hace mucho que no hago esto mis 3 seguidores je je. La recomendacion peliculera (peli..quee?????) de la semana. En mis ratotes de ocio compre esta peli con mi pirata mas cercano y la verdad que me dejo boquiabierto y a punto de chillar. Les dejo el trailer, veanla porque la verdad si les va a remover el corazon

This week

2009-04-15T15:15:00.000-07:00

Well, it is kind of a slow week for me and a very heavy one though. I'm still here sharing with you. The first video is for someone who I promised to dedicate a song almost every day, so this song is dedicated for you, you've been on my mind all this week, This song is for you.

Adios

2009-04-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

Ya no se encantaran tus ojos en mis ojos

Ya no se endulzará junto a mi tu dolor

Pero hacia donde vaya llevaré tu mirada

Y hacia donde camines llevarás mi dolor

Fui tuyo, fuiste mia ¿Que más? Juntos hicimos

un recodo en la ruta donde el amor pasó

Fui tuyo, fuiste mía. Tu seras del que te ame

Del que corte en tu huerto lo que he sembrado yo

Yo me voy. Estoy triste: pero siempre estoy triste

Vengo desde tus brazos. No se hacia donde voy...

I'm sorry

2009-03-31T21:37:00.000-07:00

For every tear you shed I became drier inside

For every time I did not hear you I became more and more deaf

For every time someone hurt you I became more insensitive

For every time I stepped away from you I got further away from what made me human

For every time I looked away from you I became blinder

For every time I denied your scent I became more stale

For every word I refused to tell you I became more mute

For every feeling I kept inside I became more solid

For every caress I tried to give you I became more hardened

What can I do now since I am something that I cannot recognize. What have I done? I let go the best part of me which was you. Will you ever take me back? I'm sorry for all that I have done, I know I am late, but there is a part of me that is not dead. There is a heart that wants to beat for you. Will you ever take me back?

Love song

2009-02-24T10:28:00.000-08:00

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me, but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today
Today

I learned the hard way
That you say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you
And your twisted words, your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving

I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today
Promise me you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone

'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas
when I believe that there's a reason to
Write you a love song today
Today

I saw her in a dream (Thank God)

2009-02-17T09:49:00.000-08:00

I've always been known to have a feable hart. Of that I'm sure, my closest friends always told me to go steady with just one girl, focus all my attention and thoughts on her.

Finally years after I managed to do so. Whether I'm walking the best path or not is not for me to say but for God and God alone.

Last night I had a dream though. They were both at my side, I didn't notice that, I was just sitting enjoying the view of a sun that was setting down, like a tired vagabond settling for a comfortable space.

At my right was my present, holding my hand, making plans, absorbing my presence. At my left was my impossible looking at me, I swear I could feel her musing trying to find out what was inside me. Her look could melt even the toughest component, ever since I met her I fell in love with that look, so impossible, so far, so not for me...

Suddenly my left whispers softly at me "I've been loving you for so long" and carefully kisses my cheek. I can't move, I'm frozen from the outside but from the inside feelings erupt, my heart is wrapped in an ecstasy my head has never known. Joy moves from my hair to my toes lighting all my senses, my fingertips sharpen, my eyes glow. But then awareness seizes me with the arms of a jealous lover "What about your right?" "She will see you and she will not like what she sees" "She has given all her life to you ! " I do not know what to do. My left goes away taking away my heart with a promise of return as soon as we meet again.

I need to leave, darkness is lurking everywhere, I do not want to be lost in this rapture anymore. I need an advice, I need someone to hear me out. I need direction. What am I to do now?. Fortunately or unfortunately it was all a dream. But as soon as I woke up I knew that my right and my left are real. I know how my right feels for me. But what about my left? What if ? What if? I'm so lost God...

Ya llego el año nuevo..Y que vas a hacer?

2009-01-03T10:32:00.000-08:00

A poco no es, tipica esa pregunta? Un año nuevo amerita planes y objetivos pero desafortunadamente ya es más común escuchar a la gente decir "no planeo nada". En cierta manera es lo más facil, no planeas para asi no presionarte o no llegar al fin de año desilusionado porque no se cumplio lo que te habias propuesto. Pero este año que comienza mis queridos lectores (o sea 2 ja ja) hay que planear, la planeacion es una caracteristica unica de nuestra especie ¿Por que no ejercerla? La planeacion le da sentido a nuestras vidas, es como las velas de un barco, hay que orientarlas antes de empezar el viaje si no navegaremos a sabra Dios donde. Recordar tus objetivos cada dia cuando te levantas le dan a tu vida sentido, orientar tus esfuerzos es siempre más productivo. Bueno, basta !! Me duele el cerebro de tanta meditacion !! Les recomiendo ver la movie de Charlie Bartlett, les va a dejar un buen sabor de boca y entenderan porque a veces somos como somos. Adieu !!

Fin del inferno

2008-12-04T12:47:00.000-08:00

Inferno? Oh si, no hay otra manera de llamar este semestre que se acabo. Trabajos y más trabajos de la universidad, mi trabajo en el colegio del averno con niños consentidos que creen que pueden hacerlo todo sin consecuencias, que no respetan a la autoridad ahhhh. Pues gracias a Dios me corrieron de ahi, porque no podia con la disciplina. Obviooo quien puede disciplinar a 50 niños de esas caracteristicas? Y echale a la mezcla un coordinador ausente, que solo se aparecia para amenazarme, la verdad es que cada dia me levantaba con un gran pesar a hacer lo que más me gusta en el mundo !! Eso no era vida y se estaba demostrando, a donde quiera que iba me decian que me veia medio apagado y triste, la verdad es que si. En fin sali vivo grazie a Dio, si no hubiera sido por su amor y mi fe, no se donde estaria. Tengo mucho que agradecer, la verdad es que este año no ha sido facil, pero ahi vamos...

For you dad...

2008-07-02T09:46:00.000-07:00

Tough, you think you've got the stuff

You're telling me and anyone

You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight

You don't have to always be right

Let me take some of the punches

For you tonight

Listen to me now

I need to let you know

You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time

You and I... that's alright

We're the same soul

I don't need... I don't need to hear you say

That if we weren't so alike

You'd like me a whole lot more

I know that we don't talk

I'm sick of it all

Can you hear me when I Sing,

you're the reason I sing

You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?

I've got to let you know

A house still doesn't make a home

Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you that makes it hard to let go

Sometimes you can't make it on your

best you can do is to fake it

What's left of me

2008-06-28T09:37:00.000-07:00

Watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

I've been dying inside
little by little
Nowhere to go
I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle
runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been

Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

Fallin' faster
barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left? of me

Take what's left of me

A million ways

2008-06-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

This is dedicated to those cruel girls that surround us men, but don't misinterpret this. I'm talking about those girls who are so pretty that play with us either with their beauty, their charm, their looks of innocence, etc. leaving us at their feet ready to do whatever it takes just to get to their hearts. I know a couple of girls like that je je. Enjoy ladies !!

sit back, matter of fact teasing, toying,
turning, chatting, charming
hissing, playin the crowd
play that song again
another couple caught up in a nod,
a glance, a half-hearted bow

oh such grace
oh such beauty
and lipstick and callous

and fishnets and malice
oh darlin' you're a million ways to be cruel
(one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel)
you're a million ways to be cruel
(one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel)
you're a million ways to be cruel
I should, I wish I could, maybe if you were I would
a list of standard issue regrets
one last eighty proof, slouchin' in the corner boothbaby, it's as good as it gets
oh such grace oh such beauty
so precious, suspicious, and charming and vicious
oh darlin'
you're a million ways
oh darlin'

La foto naca

2008-05-13T10:21:00.001-07:00

En los ultimos dias he sido testigo de un fenomeno al cual habia permanecido ajeno. Este fenomeno se llama "la foto naca". Primero habre de definir que es una foto naca. Buscando en mi diccionario encontre la siguiente definicion:

Foto naca. Dicese de aquella fotografia en la cual el o los individuos retratados toman poses cholas, de modelo de Tvnotas, dizque chistosas o de cuadro manierista pintado por algun ebrio.

Sin más que añadir procedoa rendir honor y tributo a aquellas fotos que qedaran grabadas en los anales historicos como... Las fotos nacas

Warning sign

2008-05-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

A warning sign,

I missed the good part then I realized,

I started looking and the bubble burst.

I started looking for excuses

Come on in,

I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,

I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,

That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,

I miss you.

Yeah the truth is,

That I miss you so.

A warning sign,

You came back to haunt me and I realized,

That you were an island and I passed you by,

You were an island to discover

..So I crawl back into your open arms.

Yes, I crawl back into your open arms

For the benefit of Mr. Loncho

2008-04-07T10:09:00.000-07:00

For the benefit of Mr. Kite there will be a show tonite on trampoline, the Henderson's will dance and sing while Mr. K perfoms his trics on solid ground... Great song from a great movie "Across the universe" a musical based on the Beatles' songs. If you have the time go to your favorite pirate and ask for it je je.
Here are today's words after a week of feeling trapped between fights and claims! Hope you like them, please feel free to interpret them je je

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to loseb
ut my mind and all the things I wanted
Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it,
I wanna stayby the time I lose it
I'm not looking at you truly fake it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it
There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but only breathee you can breath to question every answer coming
Just send away
Please me let me stay
Coming your way
Forget it
It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
All the pain inside a spiral notebook
Just send away
Please let me stay
Coming your way
I can live forever here
Forget it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see
I can live forever here

I get it

2008-03-24T11:38:00.000-07:00

Once again nothing is done like you want it, you tell me to piss off, you hate me now because my words come from the heart, you don't want an advice you want someone to repeat your exact words, I get it. How did I get involved with someone like you? I tried to deny it, but it is clear now, I regret every single day spent with you....

So you say you're ignored
As it is,
Well, give us your sad, sad trip
You're right,
I get it
It all makes sense,
you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life
Assumed it's whether
We're right, or wrong
We're doomed, and there's plenty for all
How dare you catch me counting
How dare you call at all
How dare you call this suffering
How dare you call at all
You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life

Another day, another song

2008-03-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

No soy muy bueno para expresarme, a veces siento que mis palabras son las de alguien mas. A veces las palabras de alguien mas parecen expresar mejor nuestros sentimientos que las que vienen dentro de nosotros. Not myself lately, well not lately, it's been longer, awhile perhaps. How can I distiguish the people that really care from the people that just use me?

You know that feeling you get
You feel you're older than time
You ain't exactly sure
If you've been away a while.
Do you keep the receipts
For the friends that you buy?
And ain't it bittersweet
You were only just getting by.
But I hope you know that it won't let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And I hope you know that it's touch and go
I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside.
Where did it all go wrong?
And until you've repaid
The dreams you've bought for your lies
You'll be cast away
Alone under stormy skies
Alone under stormy skies.
But I hope you know that it won't let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And I hope you know that it's touch and go
I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside.
where did it all go wrong?

Life for rent

2008-02-23T13:27:00.000-08:00

Chales, esa rola de Dido aplica a mi life je je. La verdad es que al inicio de este año cuando no caia chamba le reclamaba a Dios, pense que ya se habia olvidado de mi ! Pero la verdad es que el se mueve en strange ways y tarde que temprano me di cuenta de que es El quien organiza mis horarios. Dos meses despues estoy que ya no aguanto el cansancio. A pesar de que antes de entrar en la uni trabajaba 12 horas diarias sin quejarme ni nada. Sera que ahora la vejez me esta pesando? Pero bueno sigo en mi firme creencia de que Dios hace mis horarios, yo no, pero con mucho gusto le rento mi vida al que se anime. Alguien gusta?

De regreso

2008-02-03T13:30:00.000-08:00

Despues de unas vacaciones muy merecidas je je regreso a actualizar este espacio. Una semana en Ixtapa realmente me relajo, fue muy padre la experiencia y la meditacion, creo que ahora esta es mi playa favorita por la pureza de sus aguas y la tranqulidad que de ellas emana, dentro de todos los hombres hay un apartado en nuestros corazones que ansia por lugares asi, desconocidos, salvajes mas alla de lo que creemos conocer. Ixtapa es mi lugar...

Cumpleaños

2008-01-20T21:04:00.000-08:00

Bueno, faltan 6 dias para mi cumplemenos, la verdad es que no ha sido una fecha tan memorable, hay pocos recuerdos felices y nostalgicos de mis cumpleaños. Creo que el mejor y más reciente es el de Hermosillo hace tres años, acababa de llegar a esa ciudad, nadie me conocia, la verdad es que no esperaba algo y mis alumnos me sorpendieron todos y cada uno, la verdad es que la gente de alla es muy abierta, calida y te brinda su amistad sin pensarlo, creo que hay mucho que deberiamos de aprender de ellos nosotros los de aca je je. La verdad me conmovio mucho ese dia, me senti como en casa y es por eso que guardo esos recuerdos en mi corazon. Deberia de no esperar algo para asi tener un buen cumpleaños este año? Hmm...

Caught in the rain

2008-01-19T22:43:00.000-08:00

Is it real?

We're always the same

We're almost alone now

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

Waiting to call

Well, what would you say?

And, can you come over?

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

It was you

Who could get me high

With whatever you say

You're telling me something real

What we do

It doesn't matter now

Whatever it takes

For you to stay with me

Trading thoughts

Across from the room

I saw you surrounded

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

Feeling small

Without an escape

I almost let you down

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

It was you

Who could get me high

With whatever you say

You're telling me something real

What we do

It doesn't matter now

Whatever it takes

For you to stay with me

It was you

Who could get me high

With whatever you say

Telling me something real

What we do

It doesn't matter now

When I was caught in the rain

You made me feel

Made me feel.

Les dedico esta cancion a todos aquellos que por contemplar demasiado las cosas dejamos ir a las personas que pueden cambiar nuestra vida. Si les gusto bajen la cancion, la canta Revis, esta muy chida.

Inauguracion

2008-01-19T22:09:00.000-08:00

Bueno, antes que nada les doy la bienvenida a todos, quiero agradecer a mi zensei por encaminarme en esta habito de escribir y no dejar las cosas solo en vagos y pasajeros pensamientos, zensei esto va para usted je je. Creo que es un buen ejercicio el escribir las cosas que le van surgiendo a uno, muchas veces hay personas alla afuera que comparten los pensamientos de uno, y saben? Eso es una buena cura para ese sentimiento de soledad que nos puede llegar a invadir de repente. En fin les doy la mas cordial bienvenida y espero que este ejercicio sea bueno para mi. Cheers !!