Fin del inferno

Inferno? Oh si, no hay otra manera de llamar este semestre que se acabo. Trabajos y más trabajos de la universidad, mi trabajo en el colegio del averno con niños consentidos que creen que pueden hacerlo todo sin consecuencias, que no respetan a la autoridad ahhhh. Pues gracias a Dios me corrieron de ahi, porque no podia con la disciplina. Obviooo quien puede disciplinar a 50 niños de esas caracteristicas? Y echale a la mezcla un coordinador ausente, que solo se aparecia para amenazarme, la verdad es que cada dia me levantaba con un gran pesar a hacer lo que más me gusta en el mundo !! Eso no era vida y se estaba demostrando, a donde quiera que iba me decian que me veia medio apagado y triste, la verdad es que si. En fin sali vivo grazie a Dio, si no hubiera sido por su amor y mi fe, no se donde estaria. Tengo mucho que agradecer, la verdad es que este año no ha sido facil, pero ahi vamos...

For you dad...

Tough, you think you've got the stuff

You're telling me and anyone

You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight

You don't have to always be right

Let me take some of the punches

For you tonight

Listen to me now

I need to let you know

You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time

You and I... that's alright

We're the same soul

I don't need... I don't need to hear you say

That if we weren't so alike

You'd like me a whole lot more

I know that we don't talk

I'm sick of it all

Can you hear me when I Sing,

you're the reason I sing

You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?

I've got to let you know

A house still doesn't make a home

Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you that makes it hard to let go

Sometimes you can't make it on your

best you can do is to fake it

What's left of me

Watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

I've been dying inside
little by little
Nowhere to go
I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle
runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been

Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

Fallin' faster
barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left? of me

Take what's left of me

A million ways

This is dedicated to those cruel girls that surround us men, but don't misinterpret this. I'm talking about those girls who are so pretty that play with us either with their beauty, their charm, their looks of innocence, etc. leaving us at their feet ready to do whatever it takes just to get to their hearts. I know a couple of girls like that je je. Enjoy ladies !!


sit back, matter of fact teasing, toying,
turning, chatting, charming
hissing, playin the crowd
play that song again
another couple caught up in a nod,
a glance, a half-hearted bow

oh such grace
oh such beauty
and lipstick and callous

and fishnets and malice
oh darlin' you're a million ways to be cruel
(one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel)
you're a million ways to be cruel
(one zero zero zero zero zero zero cruel)
you're a million ways to be cruel
I should, I wish I could, maybe if you were I would
a list of standard issue regrets
one last eighty proof, slouchin' in the corner boothbaby, it's as good as it gets
oh such grace oh such beauty
so precious, suspicious, and charming and vicious
oh darlin'
you're a million ways
oh darlin'

La foto naca

En los ultimos dias he sido testigo de un fenomeno al cual habia permanecido ajeno. Este fenomeno se llama "la foto naca". Primero habre de definir que es una foto naca. Buscando en mi diccionario encontre la siguiente definicion:

Foto naca. Dicese de aquella fotografia en la cual el o los individuos retratados toman poses cholas, de modelo de Tvnotas, dizque chistosas o de cuadro manierista pintado por algun ebrio.

Sin más que añadir procedoa rendir honor y tributo a aquellas fotos que qedaran grabadas en los anales historicos como... Las fotos nacas

Warning sign

A warning sign,

I missed the good part then I realized,

I started looking and the bubble burst.

I started looking for excuses

Come on in,

I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,

I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,

That I started looking for a warning sign.

When the truth is,

I miss you.

Yeah the truth is,

That I miss you so.

A warning sign,

You came back to haunt me and I realized,

That you were an island and I passed you by,

You were an island to discover

..So I crawl back into your open arms.

Yes, I crawl back into your open arms

.

For the benefit of Mr. Loncho

For the benefit of Mr. Kite there will be a show tonite on trampoline, the Henderson's will dance and sing while Mr. K perfoms his trics on solid ground... Great song from a great movie "Across the universe" a musical based on the Beatles' songs. If you have the time go to your favorite pirate and ask for it je je.
Here are today's words after a week of feeling trapped between fights and claims! Hope you like them, please feel free to interpret them je je

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to loseb
ut my mind and all the things I wanted
Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it,
I wanna stayby the time I lose it
I'm not looking at you truly fake it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it
There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but only breathee you can breath to question every answer coming
Just send away
Please me let me stay
Coming your way
Forget it
It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
All the pain inside a spiral notebook
Just send away
Please let me stay
Coming your way
I can live forever here
Forget it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see
I can live forever here

I get it

Once again nothing is done like you want it, you tell me to piss off, you hate me now because my words come from the heart, you don't want an advice you want someone to repeat your exact words, I get it. How did I get involved with someone like you? I tried to deny it, but it is clear now, I regret every single day spent with you....

So you say you're ignored
As it is,
Well, give us your sad, sad trip
You're right,
I get it
It all makes sense,
you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life
Assumed it's whether
We're right, or wrong
We're doomed, and there's plenty for all
How dare you catch me counting
How dare you call at all
How dare you call this suffering
How dare you call at all
You're right, I get it
It all makes sense, you're the perfect person
So right, so wrong
Let's all live in your imaginary life

Another day, another song

No soy muy bueno para expresarme, a veces siento que mis palabras son las de alguien mas. A veces las palabras de alguien mas parecen expresar mejor nuestros sentimientos que las que vienen dentro de nosotros. Not myself lately, well not lately, it's been longer, awhile perhaps. How can I distiguish the people that really care from the people that just use me?

You know that feeling you get
You feel you're older than time
You ain't exactly sure
If you've been away a while.
Do you keep the receipts
For the friends that you buy?
And ain't it bittersweet
You were only just getting by.
But I hope you know that it won't let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And I hope you know that it's touch and go
I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside.
Where did it all go wrong?
And until you've repaid
The dreams you've bought for your lies
You'll be cast away
Alone under stormy skies
Alone under stormy skies.
But I hope you know that it won't let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And I hope you know that it's touch and go
I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside.
where did it all go wrong?

Life for rent

Chales, esa rola de Dido aplica a mi life je je. La verdad es que al inicio de este año cuando no caia chamba le reclamaba a Dios, pense que ya se habia olvidado de mi ! Pero la verdad es que el se mueve en strange ways y tarde que temprano me di cuenta de que es El quien organiza mis horarios. Dos meses despues estoy que ya no aguanto el cansancio. A pesar de que antes de entrar en la uni trabajaba 12 horas diarias sin quejarme ni nada. Sera que ahora la vejez me esta pesando? Pero bueno sigo en mi firme creencia de que Dios hace mis horarios, yo no, pero con mucho gusto le rento mi vida al que se anime. Alguien gusta?

De regreso

Despues de unas vacaciones muy merecidas je je regreso a actualizar este espacio. Una semana en Ixtapa realmente me relajo, fue muy padre la experiencia y la meditacion, creo que ahora esta es mi playa favorita por la pureza de sus aguas y la tranqulidad que de ellas emana, dentro de todos los hombres hay un apartado en nuestros corazones que ansia por lugares asi, desconocidos, salvajes mas alla de lo que creemos conocer. Ixtapa es mi lugar...

Cumpleaños

Bueno, faltan 6 dias para mi cumplemenos, la verdad es que no ha sido una fecha tan memorable, hay pocos recuerdos felices y nostalgicos de mis cumpleaños. Creo que el mejor y más reciente es el de Hermosillo hace tres años, acababa de llegar a esa ciudad, nadie me conocia, la verdad es que no esperaba algo y mis alumnos me sorpendieron todos y cada uno, la verdad es que la gente de alla es muy abierta, calida y te brinda su amistad sin pensarlo, creo que hay mucho que deberiamos de aprender de ellos nosotros los de aca je je. La verdad me conmovio mucho ese dia, me senti como en casa y es por eso que guardo esos recuerdos en mi corazon. Deberia de no esperar algo para asi tener un buen cumpleaños este año? Hmm...

Caught in the rain

Is it real?

We're always the same

We're almost alone now

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

Waiting to call

Well, what would you say?

And, can you come over?

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

It was you

Who could get me high

With whatever you say

You're telling me something real

What we do

It doesn't matter now

Whatever it takes

For you to stay with me

Trading thoughts

Across from the room

I saw you surrounded

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

Feeling small

Without an escape

I almost let you down

Well, I was caught in the rain

Wasting my time on the ground

It was you

Who could get me high

With whatever you say

You're telling me something real

What we do

It doesn't matter now

Whatever it takes

For you to stay with me

It was you

Who could get me high

With whatever you say

Telling me something real

What we do

It doesn't matter now

When I was caught in the rain

You made me feel

You made me feel

Made me feel.

Les dedico esta cancion a todos aquellos que por contemplar demasiado las cosas dejamos ir a las personas que pueden cambiar nuestra vida. Si les gusto bajen la cancion, la canta Revis, esta muy chida.

Inauguracion

Bueno, antes que nada les doy la bienvenida a todos, quiero agradecer a mi zensei por encaminarme en esta habito de escribir y no dejar las cosas solo en vagos y pasajeros pensamientos, zensei esto va para usted je je. Creo que es un buen ejercicio el escribir las cosas que le van surgiendo a uno, muchas veces hay personas alla afuera que comparten los pensamientos de uno, y saben? Eso es una buena cura para ese sentimiento de soledad que nos puede llegar a invadir de repente. En fin les doy la mas cordial bienvenida y espero que este ejercicio sea bueno para mi. Cheers !!